9 Turned Aside by Soft Words
But I do have a confession. Lord knows I have long experience
of the face you show to the world – I particularly recall the postcards you
sent me from the merchantman Dog Shark, with their minutely described weather
conditions, knots made, distances traversed, and courses corrected, followed by
an abrupt signature – but I am not unaffected by it. Give me an ear to bend
and I’ll talk until the sun comes up, step out to water the back alley, and if
anyone is left in the room when I get back, set sail for noon. But I’m continually
thrown off course by your dogged willingness to take down any damned thing I say
without showing the slightest interest in any part of it. You aspire to be a
recording machine, Jake, but you are a man. There is a consciousness behind the
moving pencil. You could not possibly be as indifferent as you pretend.
– I collect stories, Gus.
Not souls? Are you sure the people of Northangle who contribute
to that forlorn handful of loose-leaf binders on those shelves over there haven’t
left a little more of themselves behind than they intended to when they sat in your
story-telling chair? Are you eating these people up, story by story? Thou, devourer
of souls?
– I just collect the stories. I don’t know what the tellers
leave behind.
Aw, Jake, I was just talking. But I thank you for the considered
reply. And I can tell you what I’m hoping to leave behind. All of it. I want every
last scrap of this story out of my mind and onto your pages, forever. If that constitutes
the bulk of my soul, or whatever it is, so be it.
1 A Contract
2 Edges
3 The City of Necessity
4 Mother Thinks We are Lost
5 The Waves
6 The City of Dreams
7 Advice
8 Ratiocination
9 Turned Aside by Soft Words
10 Masterpiece
11 Janey Introduced
12 Disappearing
13 What a Librarian Doesn’t Do
14 Lost With All Hands
15 Janey’s House
16 I Go to Pieces in the Universe
17 The New Astrology
18 Places to Lie Down
19 Crazy People
20 Janey’s Decision
21 Fortune
22 Hiding
23 The Empty House
24 Kim Peck’s Sail Plan
25 A Message
26 A Contract Revised
2 Edges
3 The City of Necessity
4 Mother Thinks We are Lost
5 The Waves
6 The City of Dreams
7 Advice
8 Ratiocination
9 Turned Aside by Soft Words
10 Masterpiece
11 Janey Introduced
12 Disappearing
13 What a Librarian Doesn’t Do
14 Lost With All Hands
15 Janey’s House
16 I Go to Pieces in the Universe
17 The New Astrology
18 Places to Lie Down
19 Crazy People
20 Janey’s Decision
21 Fortune
22 Hiding
23 The Empty House
24 Kim Peck’s Sail Plan
25 A Message
26 A Contract Revised
