2 Edges
I began by saying goodbye to Mother. She had asked me if I
wanted her to come to the station with me. I knew she didn’t want to. It would
have been the farthest journey she’d made from the apartment in months. I told her no.
You had gone down to the sea already, riding the ferry back
and forth to Nantucket. It was a perfectly respectable job for a Hyannis boy,
but inexplicably you chose to lodge at the other end of the line. A girl was
involved, I suppose.
– No.
A boy, then. A dog, a fire engine. Some wildflowers by the
side of the road. It doesn’t matter. Nantucket was a lonely outpost at the edge
of the new world, a world still fresh and dripping wet to an American boy even
after four hundred years, a suitable shore to wash up on after our shipwreck of
a childhood. Now you’ve found yourself another life-saving station here in gaunt,
fallen Northangle, separated from the rest of Massachusetts by a ring of sullen
hills and an ocean of forgetfulness. Does anyone in the State House know this
town exists? Anyone east of the Connecticut River? You wouldn’t have found it
yourself if it weren’t for that compass in your soul that always points to the
edges of things.
Of course I don’t presume to know whether you have a soul.
Your compass might be in your cerebral cortex, or your hypothalamus, or your
pocket. It’s a question of some delicacy. Now that Duda is gone, I don’t know
of anyone actively hunting for a man without a soul, but you never know when
you might meet such a hunter. And if you should, there’s only one thing you
can do: invite him out for a drink. Then walk him home in the dark and kill him.
1 A Contract
2 Edges
3 The City of Necessity
4 Mother Thinks We are Lost
5 The Waves
6 The City of Dreams
7 Advice
8 Ratiocination
9 Turned Aside by Soft Words
10 Masterpiece
11 Janey Introduced
12 Disappearing
13 What a Librarian Doesn’t Do
14 Lost With All Hands
15 Janey’s House
16 I Go to Pieces in the Universe
17 The New Astrology
18 Places to Lie Down
19 Crazy People
20 Janey’s Decision
21 Fortune
22 Hiding
23 The Empty House
24 Kim Peck’s Sail Plan
25 A Message
26 A Contract Revised
2 Edges
3 The City of Necessity
4 Mother Thinks We are Lost
5 The Waves
6 The City of Dreams
7 Advice
8 Ratiocination
9 Turned Aside by Soft Words
10 Masterpiece
11 Janey Introduced
12 Disappearing
13 What a Librarian Doesn’t Do
14 Lost With All Hands
15 Janey’s House
16 I Go to Pieces in the Universe
17 The New Astrology
18 Places to Lie Down
19 Crazy People
20 Janey’s Decision
21 Fortune
22 Hiding
23 The Empty House
24 Kim Peck’s Sail Plan
25 A Message
26 A Contract Revised
